Sobz.... Ppl, U all should be lucky to have GUD N CARING COUSINS...

I just chat with Mag just now and suddenly we talk about our cousins. I noe lar. All her cousins treat her so gud UNLIKE MINE!!! ALL stupid......... and not caring. Just treat me as dunno wat. Like dunno me.... I dunno why all my cousins are not caring and sadly, v din even close.... I hate to go to their house wen CNY actually and ya.. We usually only can see each other when CNY BUT ........... sad case.... Expecially all my cousins brother that older than me. We like strangers to each other AND evertime we saw each other, I hv this strange feeling BUT NOT ONLY ME... THEY R TOO... In my heart, I feel very weird and they just like a people that I just KNOW... Yet, It is same t them too. Haiz..... I don't have a brother and I thought they can be my close cousins and treat me as their sister BUT they are NOT. So, whats the point.... I JUST DISLIKE THEM. I know if my aunts and uncle know abou this. They will scold me like SHIT!!!! So what, its the FACT.... I wish to have a brother actually BUT they just let me down so ya.... END OF STORY!!!!