I wanna die now!!!! Why download that stuff already a also still cannot go youtube want!!! ish!!!

Why everthing also cannot want geh!!!!! Cause me cannot go in youtube.... When I go youtube there, I cannot watch a thing also.... Say I must go n install latest flash drive or wat lar... I gt install wat... Still tak reaponse... Ai yo.... Why so stupid want..... Ish!!!! If online everday also only go friendster only... SO BORIIIING..... But if I din go online, I will be boring pulak.... Except, If got tv shows that I can watch.... Ai.... Hope I can go youtube soon... Now I still try this and that just for the youtube.. HAIZ..... Miserable lar...... I wonder who can help me... T______T